Someone needs to help me out here. I am a bit confused.
Why is it that ever since I have lost this weight, I feel more fat than ever? I know just by the size I am wearing that I am a pretty average size, but why do I feel so fat?
Don’t get me wrong, but there are times when I feel so good in my new clothes, but most of the time, I look in the mirror and I see nothing but tubba lard.
My body is so out of shape, 3 babies, 3 c-sections, and 100 lbs later, I am nothing but a stretched out, flabby mess. I have been working out, going to the gym, but nothing will shape up with the garbage I have to work with. I saw a plastic surgeon and was told I need surgery to correct any of my body if I really want it to be normal again. I felt more normal when I was fat. At least then I had a shape! Now I have no shape, my boobs hang from my chest like half empty water balloons. My stomach hangs the same way but its 5 times the size of my chest, and just gets in the way of my pants, and makes it so I can’t go down any more sizes.
I have worked so hard to lose this weight, and now I almost regret it.
I had a 44DDD chest before, now its a 38D but… YUCKO! they aren’t even like breasts. They are nasty, and will need to be both lifted, and enhanced to ever be normal again.
Anyone else have any of these feelings after losing weight?
I hated being fat, but I almost hate this flabby mess more!!!
Why ME!?!?!?!?!?!?!?